feedmysoul

I need to find me and in the process look after the me that I want to take into my future.
  • Reading other peoples journals has inspired me to try one for my own. Perhaps I can lose weight and find the inner me.
  • It is time to feed my soul not my body.
  • Friday, June 17, 2005

    MY UNDIES ARE TOO BIG

    Feeling disappointed today because the scales don't seem to be shifting this week. I know I had one bad day where I overate but I am still well below allowed points when all the days are put together. I still have the problem where I need to be rewarded constantly by the scales going down. I need to be more accepting and look at the long term. As Sue said I am a third of the way there. I hadn't thought of it that way. Anyway today I realised that although I don't feel like I have lost a lot of weight in the past few months I have changed sizes. Some of my undies are just way too big SO that 's my measure of success for today. I came home and tried on a jumper that I bought a few weeks ago in a smaller size. I thought I would probably have to return it. But it fits! So I am going to wear it to my sons party tomorrow night. The scales really are just one form of measure after all. I have bought quite a few new articles of clothing over thepast two weeks and all from "normal" size shops. Some of them are a bit tight but I am being optimistic. I wholeheartedly agree with Anne that it makes you feel so good to be able to shop and find clothes that fit.
    My sons party is a combined birthday and housewarming. He has a band and they will be playing. We are only invited for part of the night because he wants to let his hair down an dnot feel we are watching him. He absolutely loves his house and this is a very special night for him to share it with his friends. I am looking forward to it. He has insisted that I am not allowed to do the mum thing..no cleaning, no food preparation. Showing his independence.
    I went to fitball this morning and I am making myself go to the time trials in the morning. I am very worried about that because of my poor running ability. I just don't want to come last and I want to beat my time from my previous trial. Well I can only try.

    Posted by michelle :: 3:05 am :: 4 comments

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