Tuesday, August 09, 2005
AN UNINSPIRING DAY
Went to tennis and we lost but played Ok. Wind was galeforce again so wasn't enjoyable. Then I went to mums and packed up rest of her DH things. Listened to her go on and on about how she will never take him back. Problem is I have heard that so many times before. Came home and apart from doing washing and cooking tea, and driving E to soccer and back did nothing. Clothes I was going to sort out are still all over the bedroom floor. Could not be bothered. I spent the evening on the computer to keep me away from pantry. When I went to bed I turned the alarm off for my 5.30 training. I just could not be bothered. Had a good talk with E about feeling like I am sick of dieting and just wanted to go to bed with food and a good book. She agreed and begged me to go get some junk food. I resisted and we went home where she assured me the cupboards were bare! I cannot work out my mood swings where I can be so positive one day and so down the next. I think it must be hormonal as I am definitely in early menopause. At least I only ate 18 points and did exercise for 3 hrs but I could have done more. My house is a mess, the garden is so neglected, there is a 20ft tree fallen down last night to be dealt with and I don't want to go to work!!!I think I will follow Sues lead and check out the gym. I need a change. What I really want is for winter to end and the sun to shine. Well I am already late for work so I better get my big butt up and get there or no one will get paid today. Decided to start late so I could do some housework and instead I am on here blogging!! Having a downer and being pathetic. Why is it so hard to stay focused???
Posted by michelle ::
4:27 pm ::
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