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Thursday, January 04, 2007

AND A NEW YEAR BEGINS AND MORE SPILT MILK

Have exercised everyday and eaten under points until last night when I succumbed to the heat and exhaustion and ate some of the treats I had bought for the kids when I will be away. Weighed myself today and scales have started going down which is good. Of course tomorrow I leave for Qld and that may send them up again but I intend to at least not binge and I will exercise everyday.
A brief whinge here to get this off my chest.
Tuesday my mother and her DH had a big fight and have seperated. (for about the 7th time in the 3 years she has been married.) Big scene and she has fled to live with someone else. A good friend has an empty small granny flat because her mum died last year. So we are moving mum into this. On Tuesday night my mum threatened to kill herself so that was very upsetting. She didn't mean it but says things to get attention. Still it was very upsetting. Little sleep this week worrying about and planning everything that has to be done. Thought of cancelling the trip to Qld but decided last night to still go ahead with it. I have taken her to a counsellor this morning and at the moment she is lapping up the attention from everyone with no thought to how her words and actions impact on others.
So I did give in to the stress last night but one night in a week like this is not a bad reaction.


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