feedmysoul

I need to find me and in the process look after the me that I want to take into my future.
  • Reading other peoples journals has inspired me to try one for my own. Perhaps I can lose weight and find the inner me.
  • It is time to feed my soul not my body.
  • Tuesday, September 06, 2005

    EBONY IS SACKED!!

    Ebony has been doing work experience this week at a Veterinary Clinic,but no that is not where she has been sacked. I have sacked her as my official scales hider! I have not given her her termination officially yet but will wait till she realises that the scales have moved. When I got home from tennis today feeling exhausted and riddled with back pain I decided that I needed to weigh myself to see if it was all worth it. I went into her room to look and it took all of 2 seconds for the scales to jump out at me and insist I get on them. Ebony has no idea how to hide things. Of course I had to weigh myself. I had no choice in the matter. Having resisted the fattening food at tennis, including cheesecake I succumbed to those little beasts yelling at me to get on them. Was I cranky. I don't remember exactly what I weighed on Sat on my scales but think they went up a little bit!!!! How dare they I have been so good and exercised so much. So I responded by eating my tea at 2pm!! Managed to stop there and had vegies for tea to compensate. It is of course Ebonys fault not mine. I have hidden the scales in a much better spot, (until tomorrow.)
    I am having trouble with my back and sitting working at the computer is excruciating. It has been niggling for weeks but for the past few days is just getting worse. I know I should go to the physio but keep hoping it will just get better. I am not a lover of any visits to Drs etc so always put it off. Think I will now need to do something about this though. Tomorow I have to go to the specialist because I have been dianosed with glaucoma. That is as much medical visit as I can handle at the moment. Now just to reaffirm the positive me is still here it is just my body not my mind that is hurting.

    Posted by michelle :: 4:38 am :: 8 comments

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