feedmysoul

I need to find me and in the process look after the me that I want to take into my future.
  • Reading other peoples journals has inspired me to try one for my own. Perhaps I can lose weight and find the inner me.
  • It is time to feed my soul not my body.
  • Thursday, February 23, 2006

    Thanks everyone

    Hi guys sorry I haven't been around or replied to the messages of concern. Two weeks since I blogged has just flown. Since our wonderful Sydney meet life has been out of control. I have literally been working night and day, just coming home in between for school pick ups and a bit of dinner. (usually take away)Finishing at about midnight on most nights. Have not had time to go on internet as I could not afford the distraction and the time required. Time has become a very scarce commodity here and what little there is has been needed in being a mum. I have browsed all your blogs ocassionally to make sure you are all doing OK. Over tiredness and overwork resulted in my not coping very well. Have had some problems at home and some ongoing problems at work. One of my DS is having some personal problems and it make me feel helpless. It was much easier to fix things for him when he was young. DD had her beautiful hair cut off and hates it so lots of moaning and groaning about that as well as the endless hours of homework she is snowed under with -she is not a cheerful person at the moment. Stress levels have beeen very high and I have developed a "don't care " attitude to my eating. Motivation has completely disappeared. Not sure why my brain has decided eating every piece of junk I can find will help but that is what has been happening. Tried to explain to DH that I was not doing well and his comment was that I was fine because I had lost so much weight already. Doesn't get that I could easily put it back on. Will attempt to get back into things and find my way again next week.

    Have had a few good times. Last Friday my DS1 had his first "gig" at a local pub. We packed the tiny pub and it was a very proud mum who watched his band perform. I loved seeing him so happy with what he was doing. DD is in a tennis Grand Final in the morning so fingers crossed that she plays well. DD and I have also taken up scrapbooking and have found the few times we have done it very relaxing. We will be having a session with scrapbooking friends tonight so I am looking forward to that.
    On Sun I start my training for the 14.7km walk /run in April so I am using that to try to kick my head back into the right attitude. Wish me luck that I survive the training and then get back in the right frame of mind. I promise to report back in on Monday and need you all to get on my back literally about my out of control eating.

    Posted by michelle :: 2:22 pm :: 12 comments

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