Thursday, May 12, 2005
WEIGH IN
Well I bit the bullet as they say and went to a meeting after missing my last 2. I only put on 700g which was very good considering how off the rails I had been with all the stress of Ebonys illness. Now I need to keep on track over the weekend, always my difficult time, and go to weigh in next Monday night. I almost drove to McD after weighin. I was half an hour early to pick up Ebs from soccer and the whole way there I had an argument with myself in the car. The tired me said "go on it won't hurt you haven't had many points." the motivated me said "it always starts with one little slip. Do you want to feel good about yourself next week." As you can imagine argument went backwards and forwards. I resisted and came home and made a tuna rice casserole for my dinner and for lunch at work tomorrow. I am very proud of the thinner me who won the argument.
Have been sick all day and then had a gross incident after school. Took Ebs shopping and was standing there when all of a sudden whoosh..it was as if I had wet myself but blood. Luckily I had black trousers on. I was scared to move because it was everywhere. Never happened before, no warning except for having such bad pains all day. Ebs was very worried. I had to assure her that it was normal for menopause. Think thats right...not really sure. Definitely hope it doesn't happen again. Can anyone who has been through menopause give me any advice? I better get to bed. Have to be up at 5 for weight training and then a long day with these awful client meetings at work.
Posted by michelle ::
6:22 am ::
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