feedmysoul

I need to find me and in the process look after the me that I want to take into my future.

Reading other peoples journals has inspired me to try one for my own. Perhaps I can lose weight and find the inner me.

It is time to feed my soul not my body.

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Name::michelle
From::victoria, Australia
I am a mother of 3 almost grown children working full time in our own business. I used to also do a lot of voluntary work. I am an ex secondary school teacher. I have been overweight for the past ten years and have reached a stage in my life where I don't want to put up with it anymore. I have been so busy being wife, mother, boss, helper that I seem to have lost myself. Coping with one crisis after another without complaining but always turning to food for comfort. I need to find me and in the process look after the me that I want to take into my future. Reading other peoples journals has inspired me to try one for my own. Perhaps I can lose weight and find the inner me. It is time to feed my soul not my body.
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MELBOURNE 30KM CYCLE OVER WESTGATE BRIDGE DONE

WE CAN WALK IT OUT FUNRUN 8KM DONE

BOOT CAMP

RUN 4 THE KIDS 15KM

. : My Goals 2007 : .

REGAIN WEIGHT LOSS OF 25KG DONE

BE UNDER 72 BY HOLIDAY DONE

DO NOT BINGE ON HOLIDAY DONE

BE UNDER 70 KG DONE DONE

BE UNDER 67KG DONE DONE

REACH 30kg lost 65.6kg DONE

REACH 64.5 BY BIRTHDAY IN MARCH (VIRGIN FAT)

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19/3/06

50 mins car to car

20 mins stair to stair

26/3/06

40 mins car to car

14 mins stair to stair

2/4/06

40 mins arch to arch

14 mins stair to stair

1/7/06

43 mins car to car

13 mins stair to stair

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Monday, May 02, 2005

My daughter

At the weekend my daughter Ebony discovered lumps under her chin and armpit. We went to the Dr yesterday and she ordered blood tests and an ultrasound and possible biopsy. Of course my daughterwho is 15 is terrified. We had the blood test and are hoping it will show that she has glandular fever. The ultrasound and biopsy is booked for Thursday. We went shopping..retail therapy and joked around but it is very frightening. Wasn't funny when she said "maybe I am dying." It will be a long time till Thursday. Of course I resorted to food and have eaten everything in sight. Don't care about that at the moment. When I rang my husband to tell him his answer was "couldn't this have waited till I got home." He is such a jerk!! My office person rang in sick today so I have to be at work all day.. Hopefully he will stay in the factory. I don't want to talk to him at the moment. Problem is there is noone here..just me and my thoughts. My children are my most treasured and loved things to me and the thought of her having to have a biopsy let alone what it is looking for terrifies me. Then there is the fact that when I went to the Dr over a week ago she ordered tests for me to see if I may have cancer of the stomach. Of course I haven't been for these. Am waiting for the right time when I am ready.

Posted by michelle :: 4:26 pm :: 2 comments